Life is a two sided coin. There is good and bad. You live with both. You are not alone, you are going to get past it, and people do understand you, or want to try to. What makes a person special is how they deal with it. To persevere is hard, but tears are needed to make the river, but after that it will only flood. Negative thinking will only push people away. Positive thinking though, will draw people closer. Let the emotions fly out, let them be heard. After that though, it is time to move on. You can not let events in the past label who you are. You are who you want to be, and will only be so if you believe it and live by it. Do not throw the coin and wait to see what it lands on. Decide for yourself if you are going to let it be bad or good.
Just some short day to day advice.